When i saw uncle today, i was wondering whether had he change? Is he still the same? Or he did change to better than last time? He does alot thing hurt my grandmum n my family before. 9 years ago, his family n he were stay at Sabah. During my Form 4, they whole family sudden move back to my home. From the time onwards, everything have changed. Everyday saw my grandmum upset, my cousin and aunty lost their hope and lost trust in him.
I admit that i really hate him. I don't know how to forgive him what have he does to my family. After 5 years i think, he had change.. During my grandfather funeral, i can sense he did put effort to buil trust in everyone. However, thing wasn't last long. Last year, he had went back his old path once again. I was upset and asked God, is it really no more change? Guess what? After 1 year which is today, my attitude was changed when i saw my uncle.
Holy spirit has reminder me about sermon on last friday. If i didn't take initialty to call him, how do i set an example to my other family member? Is he no deserve for another chance? I really thankful for God change my heart and attitude. I didn't feel any bitterness or hate, but God give me peace. I believe that God is in working now.
