On last Wednesday, my sis has informed me that grandmum admitted hospital. I quickly gave my mum a call and check with her more information. Thing was happened out of my expectation. Next day, my sister informed me that my grandmum has passed away. At the time moment, my mind empty and mixed feeling.

On Friday, I was took time off to went back Kluang to attend my grandmum’s wake. On my way to Kluang, I was keep praying and asking God for protection because thing was happened sudden. I do not know how to respond I can say. Around 10pm, I reached my grandmum’s wake. They were having ceremony, so my sibling and I were sitting aside. I was not close with my mum’s side family. I only visit them with my mum during Chinese New Year. So, I had seen many unfamiliar faces at the wake. We have stay there for awhile then went home.

On Saturday morning, we have leave home earlier to go my grandmum’s wake. This day was last day of wake, so we can not be late. During the ceremony, my mind was empty and tries to digest the fact. That was reminded me about my grandfather. My grandfather has passed away two years ago. It was sudden. He had admitted hospital in the morning and passed away on next day morning. I still do not have time to figure out and digest the fact. After my grandfather’s wake, I had taken at least few months to accept the fact. Back to my grandmum’s wake, it is sad when saw my grandmum’s coffin sent for buried. I saw my mum, aunties and cousins were crying but I do not know how to comfort them. Only thing I can do was pray for them.

Life is fragile and uncertain as what Michael has shared during today service. But, I still do not know how to respond the fact which my grandmum has passed away. I did not cry during the wake. It may take me some time to accept the fact I think.

Readers, please don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine. I really touched by you all concern to me.