Beauty are temporary, but eternal are everlasting...

Family issue are always be a stronghold in my life. Each time i thought of give up, but each time God has encourage me and reminder me again and again that He will go thru with me and strengthen me. In deep of my heart, i really strungle with it. Think of surrender whole to God, but each time hold abit back from God. However, Holy Spirit has had reminder me a song,

"My life is in you Lord, My hope is in you Lord, My strength is in you Lord, is in you, is in you"

Yes, God! My life, hope and strength all are in you, may you take control whole as i'm totally surrender and allow you to do so. Amen.

Recently i got to knew that one of friend had been passed away a year ago cause by heart attack. I was shocked and sad when knew about it, i was totally cannot accept the fact lor. He is nice and gentle guy. Althought, we have been lost contact about 4-5 years already, but i can remember clearly the friendship and happy memories we have. He had been went thru alots tough time in his life. He was only child in his family. His dad was passed away in his youth time. He need support the whole family and take care of his mum. But, i really thanks God for open door for me to invited him came for CG (mine 1st CG). He heard the gospel and attend other church during the time. Haiz.. but don't know whether he got receive salvation or not -_- I even don't have a change to visit his grave, his friend was told me that his "gui hui" was being scattered somewhere in changi sea. Frank speaking, it's painful and sad when u got to know that ur friend or love one leave u.

I miss you, weihao! May u rest in peace.