In my heart, that was a thing cause me down everytime. It was a hurt and a scar in my heart. I had never shared it with my friends before. Everytime i think of it, my heart become a bit bitter. I know that i should not take it too hard. But, said is easy, do is difficult. How many time i wish that there is nothing happen b4. Really, it was nearly cause me do silly thing. You may courios wat's thing so serious till let me become silly. Let me tell u, its name call relationship. Anyway, all things are past. I had make a agreement with Jesus Christ. I had choosen let Him to take change and exchange hurt and bitter with His joy and peace. Let His love heal the scar in my heart. During shepherding, i has taken courage shared with my shepherd. Thanks God to use her to encourage me and support me. Now, i very enjoy my singlehood. Enjoy the fun and sharing with my care group people, friends and family. It's not mean that i would not get into new relationship. I'm waiting my Mr Right appear in the right time. Ever, I had told my shepherd that my next 3 years plan. Having courtship on 24 years old, get marry on 25 years old and so on...(tell u, my shepherd get shock when she hear it..) Haha.. Shepherd, you have to pray hard for me hor.. I wish my life partnet would be:

1E: Encourage
1G: Gentlement
1H: Humble
1M: Mature
1P: Patient
1T: Trust
2W: Willing to learn, Willing to accept advice
2F: Faithful (God, Partnet, Friends..) Filial (except mummy boy hor)
3L: Love God, Love God's people and Love me too
5C: Caring, Cheerful, Confident, Considerate and Cook (know how to cook for me)

To be continue...