This year, i had received a best christmas gift from God! A gift that i always pray for, its was really change my view on work. The gift is "PATIENT". Although God have put me in the tough task in past few weeks, but i had learn alot thru it. At the same time, God also teach me how to be humble and patient wait upon Him. I work in this company was nearly 2 years, my colleagues, customers, competitor company and i were build up a good relationships. Maybe i too "kepo" to ask them about their work and life... haha!!! Thanks God for putting them into my life. Life like a story book. Its need alot of people be a part to write down different of story. There may be joy, fun, memorable things. BUT... Our life cannot left one important person whom fill up those memorable story, we cannot live without Him. He is our creator. Guess who is the person??? Hmmm... BINGO!! He is God. Amen!

Merry Christmas to you all!!!

Yesterday i was went to Jie Yi's home for celebrated x'mas. My colleagues, Adeline and Mee Yien were helping us to prepared the dinner. They were cooked a lot of nice food. But too bad, i was having sore throat and flu, cannot enjoy the food : (

Thanks God for you all helping to prepared the x'mas party. That's a memorable x'mas eve for me..

Thought the case had already solve yesterday, but it was not. I was lose my temper because last minutes inform by the shipping line regarding some change in the letter. I was arrange everything and also got the confirmation from the agents. Haiz.. Things was unexpected happened, my customers keep calling and asking about the case. Although my heart was anxious and worry, but nothing i can do. At the moment, i was totally want to give up. Thanks God for reminded me one of the people stated in Bible, "Job". Job is a faithful servant. Althought he was in trouble and also suffer serious illness, but he still glorified God instead of curse God. In ours life, we hope to receive blessing more than the problem. When things goes wrong, we may blame each other. Do we cool down ourself to think about it? We should learn to accept the problem, it may be a good time for us to learn. In the end, Job was healed by God. God also blessed Job abundant. In my heart, i believe that God put me in the situation, He got His own purpose. Pray that His purpose will be fulfil. May God help me overcome the problem and make me strong to face the problem. May His name be praise and glorified. Amen!

This coming new year eve, 3 care group (incl. my care group) have organized a event call "SURVIVOR CAMPFIRE" at Girl Guides Singapore. Wahaha.. I'm looking forward the day come, there will be very fun and memorable day. Thanks God for the community members' servant heart and all their efforts to organized the event.

Friday
The case turn into the worst, although i was do my best to communicated with the load port agent and ask for their favour to solve the case, but they refused. In the afternoon, my GM and i with my customer went down to the shipping line for meeting. After the meeting, the shipping line's manager said that he will get back to us on monday. Really pray that it'll be good news for us. God was reminded me 2 verses in the bible, John 11 (be patient to wait upon God, He has provided the way out for us and answer ours prayer in the right time) and Matthew 14:22-31 (have faith and trust in God). At night, i went DBL O to met Mark, it was fun and also met some new friends there. Till 3am plus, then went home

Saturday
I woke up around 8am for work. Thought to take off, but too many work have not yet settle. I felt sleepy during my work. After work, i straight away went home to rest. I was cancelled all the appoitment, then slept till next day morning 7.30am. Wahaha.. like a sleeping princess.

Sunday
Went for sunday service, the sermon preached by Ps Larawence. Ps Larawence was preached two point from the bible verses Mark 3:1-6,
1) Look to help, not hurt others, and
2) Let go of pride rather than remain hard hearted
a) Learn to admit when we are wrong
b) Let go of what we hold on too tightly
There were really spoke into my heart and also reminded me that the thing i was hold on too tightly. After the service, went Lemeridien (hmm.. guess spelling wrong) for lunch with care group member. Got to met a new friend, Alvin, he is Rena's friend. Then, went Marks and Spacers with Desmond for chit chat. Meanwhile, also wait for Jie Yi for shepherding.

Tomorrow is monday, pray that it'll be a bless day and a miracle happen. Praise the Lord! Thanks God in advance! Hallelujah!

Seem the matter no goes well as i wish.. I keep push the shipping lines to get the reply for thier agent, but they look like take their own sweet time. Although, i keep calling and email to them, but they were trying delay reply. One thing, i really thanks God that my customers are very understanding. She was help me to contact her supplier to take necessary action. I really pray that God make a way out for me to settle this matter. May the Holy Spirit guide me and lead me. May God provide me the wisdom to be wise handle the situation. Maybe this time, God want me to be more patient and humble to seek Him. Another thing, i really want to thanks God that i was passed in mutilmodal exam and project. I got merit!! That was my first time to get the good result in my exam. Although there was tough time for me, i have gained useful experiece and knowledge from the course. That's very blessed by God. Now, i'm awaiting another exam result. I didn't do it well in the exam. Pray that i can pass the exam. By faith!!

Wow~~ wow~~ i was cried this afternoon..
This 2 days, i really very stress on my work. The problem keep going happen. Some more now is month end, i have to finish all the invoice, but still got some invoice enable finish. I was spare whole morning in the warehouse to attend survey. After that, inform by my haulier that the shipping line never release container to them. I call up to shipping line and they gave me a very shocked answer, they told me that i didn't submit my original B/L. How can it be?? That's mean i loss my original B/L. It was serious case and need to make police report. I was attached together with all necessary document and pass it to despatch. I asked them back that how can they never call me on the spot if never received the B/L. Do you know? They gave a lot of reason and push back to me. My section head aware that i encounter problem. Then she help me to contact the manager of the shipping line. Then, i received a call from warehouse, they informed me that one lot cargo have not deliver yet. Suddenly, i was shocked and do not how to settle. Because i did not receive any D/O from my customer for today delivery. By the time, it was too late inform by my warehouse staff, the receiving warehouse was closed. My customer claim is my fault. I was explained to them but they do not want to listen. I so innocent!!! At the moment, my tears was start drops from my eyes. I cannot handle any more. In my heart, i pray and seek God for help. Thanks God! The customer allow me to deliver cargo on next early morning. That was my first time cried since i work in my current company. I really pray that everything will go smoothly.